INDULGENT WEEKEND (#NSFW, 18+)

Freshly showered, He sits down on the couch. “Better get to work on this cock, slut”, He says and I eagerly lay between His legs and nuzzle my face into His balls. I love feeling His member harden and grow in my mouth. He allows me freedom to worship, while He alternates between browsing on […]

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ASKING

I’ve always had my struggles with depression and anxiety. I tried therapy and medication and other stuff, but the thing I found that works the best to reset my mind is BDSM…. a scene…  a session….  play…. beating me….. pain…. whatever you want to call it. I’ve been using it as a coping method since […]

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New Play Partners

I met a new play partner yesterday.  Let’s call him Sir G. We met for lunch and it was lovely. He asked some good questions, about my boundaries and limits, what I’m looking for, my after care requirements, etc. I asked some questions as well, and we talked generally about D/s and the community.    He […]

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Hello There!

Well hello out there! I don’t know how many months it’s been since I’ve written here. I’m afraid to look. Many times I’ve tried, but I just lacked the desire to write a blog. Plus, I began to feel my posts were becoming redundant and boring. I got away from writing about my emotions and […]

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ORGASM CONTROL

After our impact scene, He told me to get out my toys (the clitinators), lay naked on the couch, and start playing with His pussy.  “You will not cum. You will do this until it’s time to go to bed.” Over and over again, for the next hour and a half, I brought myself to […]

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MY KINKY HISTORY (#NSFW,18+)

My first time was on the floor in a walk-in closet during a party. I was 15, he was 23 (yes, I had(have) daddy issues). A short while after that, my best friend was cuddled up to him on his left side, I on his right, while he took turns making out and feeling both […]

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CUCKED AGAIN (#NSFW, 18+)

Who cucks a Little?! That’s some dark shit right there. So why, on the cuck side, did I enjoy it? Enjoy…. is that even the right word to use? I better back up a bit. I knew it was coming. The three of us had talked about it. She was nervous, not having cucked someone […]

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WHY I DON’T WANT AN ORGASM

It’s not all about sex and cumming. Don’t get me wrong, sometimes it is.  Sir and I have fucking fantastic sex. I have no complaints in that department. Sir is that rare male who can cum, stay hard, and cum again. We get lost in the fucking for hours and I lose count of the […]

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