The sadist in me is awake

Maybe a month ago now, Sir suggested I get in touch with a guy I know (who he met at the House before lockdown) to see if he would be interested in bottoming for me. It’s funny how Sir notices when my desire to inflict pain turns to a need, even before I do. It’s […]

Blood play (#NSFW, 18+)

I did a needle scene last night on z. He’s an excellent play partner because he’s an edge player and will literally let me try and do anything on him. He has a high pain tolerance as well. He asked if he could drive down from his place across the border and have a scene […]

Topping bob

I had two completely opposite scenes last night at the party. In the first one, I Topped a gentleman with impact play. About a week ago I was contacted by a Femdom couple from across the border. We have met a few times at various events. He had seen me play with z and in […]

The Mistress Munch

I had a great day yesterday. It started with the Mistress Munch Mistress hosts every couple of months. It’s very selective. A maximum of 12 Dominant woman are invited to attend. Each munch has a topic. This month it was on CBT. We had four men serving us lunch and champagne. And then bottoming for […]

weekend away part two: domspace makes me wet (#NSFW, 18+)

Last I left you I was spending the weekend with friend z and I had gotten dressed for the private BDSM party we were to attend. I was wearing my red corset, black leather mini skirt, fishnets and boots. I had a small black choker around my neck as well. Mistress V and her husband, […]

Goddess party 2/2: Domspace and what I fear

This was the perfect start to the evening. I was able to get out of my head for awhile. I spent time socializing with the other Goddesses. I received a very nice foot rub from my friend’s husband. And then she invited me to coTop her sub. I really needed the release giving a harsh […]

Little boy gets caned & then we coTop (#NSFW, 18+)

Second attempt. So frustrating when a 1000 word blog disappears on you… poof, just like that. Ugh. This won’t be as good but you guys will never know that…. Anywaaaay…. Here’s the second half of my Wicked Wednesday post… After my beating, breakdown and aftercare I was ready to inflict some damage of my own. […]

Goddess Party Part 2 (#NSFW, 18+)

Last I left off (The Goddess Party Part 1) I had just put a lock on lb’s collar and put the key in my cleavage, forgetting to move it to my purse. Remember that for later… So after socializing for a bit I noticed an empty chair beside Miss S, who was getting a foot massage […]

The Goddess Party Part 1 (#NSFW, 18+)

Saturday night was the Goddess party. There is so much to say about it I’m not even sure where to begin. My sister attended with me! And a friend of hers. I’ll have to write a separate post about that. It was her first time attending anything BDSM related. She’s vanilla with definite kink tendencies. […]

“I’m free!” #NSFW 18+

It was another Wicked Wednesday at the dungeon. It was also a tough day for me. The anniversary of my mother’s passing. She was my best friend. There are certain times I slip into little mode more easily. No effort needed actually, it just happens. These times are when I’m feeling sick, overly tired, or […]