The boys

J is very obedient. I can’t take too much credit for that. He came to me well trained. I finally had cause to punish him the other day. It was minor. He hadn’t messaged me when he got home. I have to say I got worried. So unlike him. I’m used to him telling me […]

Lessons learned

Update to my Confession post I ended it with the daddy. It got to be too much. I’m surprised how easy it was for me to fall, to cross the line. Role playing for kicks, ok. Subs, ok. “No Doms.” That was the line I crossed. I shudder to think had it continued how many other lines […]

A new toy

I wrote this some time ago. Just getting around to posting it now. ————— I woke to a headache this morning. Didn’t get much sleep last night. Took meds. Didn’t work. Decided to try and treat it another way. Meds are just chemicals released into your body right? I rolled over and grabbed my phone […]

Thoughts from a male submissive

I mentioned in my last post that I had pet make a blog when we first started. I left it up to pet to decide if he wanted to make it public or private. He chose to leave it private, which I think is a shame. I think other subs could relate to what he […]

Pet feels down

This might be a bit of a rambling post. I don’t have a clue where it’s going to go. I just know I want to process a bit on my pet tonight. A few days ago I was talking with pet about feeling depressed. I’ve been a bit withdrawn. Also on this day I ruined […]

A Day of Punishments

Sometimes I struggle with coming up with punishment ideas when I can’t be there in person, in the moment. In person I can spank him, apply icy hot, clothespins, etc. Otherwise I have to be more creative. I’m lucky to have helpful and creative friends to get ideas from! The sub hub messed up today. […]

Mommy Mistress?

However do I get myself into these situations sometimes, I do not know. It starts off with seeing something relatively mild and thinking “well that looks interesting..” Click. And then “hmm I’ve never heard about that before” Click. And before I know it I’m down the rabbit hole and I have someone calling me Mommy […]

30. Porn and games

Pet has been given an assignment to find a needle in a haystack: soft (or erotic) FemDom porn that appeals to women, vs men. Does it even exist? I’m not a viewer of porn, FemDom or otherwise, but from what I hear this could be nonexistent. But pet has assured me he will suffer through […]

29. Drink up

I realize it’s been 3 days since I posted something here. So here’s a little about the toy. The toy and I are long distance. Our conversations are via phone and video. A couple days can go by where we don’t communicate. Of course I know this means toy can masturbate and cum on his […]

28. Contradiction and Questions

I am a nice person. I’m kind, compassionate, caring. I enjoy building people up and making them feel good about themselves. It’s one of my favourite things to do actually. I also love it when I can say or do the right things to make someone feel better when they are down. I guess it’s […]