Constant Ache

He’s crawled so far into my head now that there is this constant need, this frustrating and excruciating ache and pulsing in his pussy that never goes away, except for when he is fucking me.  Even when he grants me permission to play with his pussy, and I make myself cum, it comes with this…. […]

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Obedience oriented submissive

I’ve had a discovery of what I am, but I still don’t know what I need… I started reading a new book, called “Conquer Me” by Kacie Cunningham and almost immediately I had a profound realization about my submissive self. I am not a sevice-oriented submissive. That’s not the realization though. I’ve known that about […]

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Pushed by pet

Time to talk about my pet and his uncanny ability to know, across many miles and through a screen, just what I need. Whether it’s intentional or not, it seems to be this way with him. The past couple of days I’ve been feeling vulnerable. It’s hard to be dominant when one feels vulnerable. I […]

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Pet steps up

Yesterday I was in a strange mood. I felt the need to be needed. I mentioned something to my pet and he really stepped up. He was there for me without being annoying or overbearing. I’m quite proud of him. I needed him, in a way that is not typical, and he knew exactly how […]

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