The power of words

I have a very vivid imagination. Which is why Words are so powerful for me. They create instant images in my mind and can transport me to whichever scenario they happen to be creating. Spin me a fantasy with your Words and I am engulfed by them, living it. My mind is easily the most […]

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Mistress’ Long Day

This was a gift from j, after I asked him to tell me a fantasy of his. This was not what I expected to read when I opened the message. I’ve debated for a couple of days whether to post this. But ultimately I think it’s too beautiful not share.  My Mistresses Long Day I […]

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Pet feels down

This might be a bit of a rambling post. I don’t have a clue where it’s going to go. I just know I want to process a bit on my pet tonight. A few days ago I was talking with pet about feeling depressed. I’ve been a bit withdrawn. Also on this day I ruined […]

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Drink up

I realize it’s been 3 days since I posted something here. So here’s a little about the toy. The toy and I are long distance. Our conversations are via phone and video. A couple days can go by where we don’t communicate. Of course I know this means toy can masturbate and cum on his […]

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Online D/s

I gave toy an ultimatum. I was done giving him tasks, punishments, etc. It bored me because too much time would go between our conversations. I guess I like instant gratification, patience never being my forte. Note to self: Make sure the next sub is on this side of the Atlantic. Ok so the ultimatum […]

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The toy and his toy

Well it’s happening. I’m getting bored with the toy. I knew it was inevitable. I just didn’t expect it to happen this soon. There’s no…..substance. Don’t get me wrong, he’s fun to toy with, but…meh. There is one thing though that makes me want to keep him around a little longer. And the fact that […]

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Pushed by pet

Time to talk about my pet and his uncanny ability to know, across many miles and through a screen, just what I need. Whether it’s intentional or not, it seems to be this way with him. The past couple of days I’ve been feeling vulnerable. It’s hard to be dominant when one feels vulnerable. I […]

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Toy’s dickie stays locked in its cage anytime he is not home with his wife. I ensure this by randomly demanding a photo. I make him do something different for the picture every time to ensure it’s a new one, ie/ stand on one foot, hold it in your left hand, etc. I don’t really […]

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Mindf*cks and ego boosts

I love mindfucking my toy. After a weekend of freedom he is once again locked back into his cage where he belongs. Tried begging me to let him go without today but we both knew he was dying to lock it up again. We were talking about prostrate milking and I told him I was […]

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