THE BATH (#NSFW, 18+)

Written for FetLife in May 2022… This weekend I got peed on by a girl for the first time. I believed her when she said she was going to wash my hair. Kneeling down in the shower, my head bent over, I waited for the warm water to cascade over my long hair. It took […]

Topping b, embracing the mean bitch (#NSFW, 18+)

Continued from From diapers to Topping (#NSFW, 18+) I laid out my implements, various paddles, whips, canes, floggers, etc, and asked b if there was anything I could not use on him. I prefer to do this with a bottom. I feel more free in the scene to use what I please, once they have removed […]

The sadist in me is awake

Maybe a month ago now, Sir suggested I get in touch with a guy I know (who he met at the House before lockdown) to see if he would be interested in bottoming for me. It’s funny how Sir notices when my desire to inflict pain turns to a need, even before I do. It’s […]

The end of a dynamic

I have thought about writing this post so many times, but the thought, to be honest, was exhausting. So I kept putting it off. I will attempt to complete it now. I ended my dynamic with my sub girl quite some time ago (several weeks now). I could blame it on Covid and it would […]

My girl -An update

My girl’s father is dying. I don’t know if I told you all this yet. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer about 8 weeks ago. First given 6 months to a year, this has been drastically reduced to a matter of weeks. I’ve been supporting her through this as best I can. I cut back […]

Claiming my slut (#NSFW, 18+)

I walk in the door, put my toy bag down, turn and face her. I place my hand on her neck and back her up until she is pressed against the door. Whispering in her ear, “Have you been thinking of me, slut?” She stammers “y-yes Miss.” “Who do you belong to?” “You Miss.” I […]

500 followers!

I reached 500 followers today. That’s unbelievable to me! Coincidentally, my last post was my 500th post as well. I don’t write to garner followers and I make no money from my blog. But I’m grateful and honored that you choose to spend some of your time reading about my life. I’m also always grateful […]

A spanking for sub girl, Covid style

I haven’t written much about my sub girl lately. That’s because not much has been happening, due to the covid restrictions. I give her tasks to do and she follows her rules and protocols like a good girl. But fuck, do I miss my scenes with her! And I miss her service to me…. Wearing […]

Blood play (#NSFW, 18+)

I did a needle scene last night on z. He’s an excellent play partner because he’s an edge player and will literally let me try and do anything on him. He has a high pain tolerance as well. He asked if he could drive down from his place across the border and have a scene […]

Hypnosis & Extreme degradation (#NSFW, 18+)

Continued from Topping bob…. I had just finished spanking w for his birthday when I saw M motion for me with her finger. Our scene of degradation and hypnosis was about to begin. M and I have done hypno play together a number of times now. I’m quite susceptible to hypnosis and enjoy that kind of […]