So how are my brat skills coming along, y’all? 😛😛 Sir loves the challenge that bratting brings to his Dominance. He also enjoys banter. I think I’m getting better at it? Its a challenge for me, particularly when we are together, because I feel so submissive in his presence. Imma keep trying though!Read More Brat Skills
“But Siiiirrr, I’ll be the only one exposed!” “Yeah, so?” “I know! I’ll just tell F to make A show her tits too!” “No you won’t.” “Oh yes I will! I’m gonna tell him to expose A so I won’t be the only one!” “No. You won’t. Because you are a submissive and you don’t […]Read More Should I Stay or Should I Go?
What woman asks their man, when he texts her from the grocery store, to please hit on the next available, attractive woman he sees, and then tell her about it after? When he said he would, I got so excited. Aroused, not only by the idea of him hitting on her, but by the idea […]Read More Is something wrong with me?
This Friday night, Sir and I are visiting a couple we know from the kink community, along with my “sister”. He said he may make me go under the table to pleasure him while he talks with the other Dom there! I think he’s just fucking with me about this. But then he said he […]Read More Possible Exposure?
Content Warning: This post includes depictions of CNC (Consensual Non-Consent) and may be triggering for someone with a history of sexual violation. Sir has earned full CNC from me. I trust him to take me places physically and mentally, and then put me back together after, often stronger than before. He raped my mouth. Or […]Read More My CNC Experience (#NSFW, 18+)
BestVibe sent me three new toys to test. As with my last experience, they did not take long to arrive despite coming from our seas. I was looking forward to trying the Viotec Touch Screen G Spot Vibrator, the 10 Vibration 360 Rotational Simulation Nipple Suckers and the Swirly Butt Plug Glass Double Headed Dildo. This review will […]Read More Double the Toy Review
I’m good at dissociation. I honed the ability to disassociate as a result of childhood abuse. I believe because of this ability, I’m able to endure higher levels of degradation and humiliation. Often times I experience this from afar, looking down on myself, as though it’s happening to someone else (aka disassociation). I want to […]Read More Disassociation and Degradation (#NSFW, 18+)
We are sitting on the couch when he suddenly tells me to take off my pants. I’m getting better at simply complying, without the humming and hawing. One of these days I’ll say no, in the hopes he will force me (have I mentioned how much I enjoy playing the victim?). But I’ll save it […]Read More A creatively degrading moment (#NSFW, 18+)
Would you rather: Have sex with someone who never showers or someone who never brushes their teeth? Never brushes their teeth. Can always use non-facing positions. Only have sex in the shower for the rest of your life or only have sex on the floor for the rest of your life? I don’t enjoy sex […]Read More TMI Tuesday- Would You Rather?
I decided to confide in Sir about how I’ve been feeling ever since he came out of hibernation (aka rut) a few weeks ago. I wrote about it here (it’s a quick little read, I promise): Constant Ache I felt vulnerable telling him how I have been suffering for him. This is something I have […]Read More Don’t Ever Tell a Sadist You Are Suffering