Put a heart beside what you have done before. Thanks to Collared Michael and Succulent Savage for the idea! Been Married ❤ •Been divorced (No, but it’s in the process) •Fell in love ❤ •Skipped school ❤ •Watched someone give birth (not unless you count giving birth myself? I didn’t watch though. I was a little busy) •Watched someone die ❤ •Been […]Read More A fun little list
I know some of you have said you like to know about the regular, “vanilla” type stuff that happens, particularly with respect to how my relationship with Sir is evolving. So I wanted to share something we think is exciting. First, a bit of back story… Sir met my adult daughters a few months ago. […]Read More Vanilla Update
The pandemic sucks, obviously. I don’t need to list all the reasons for this. However, Covid, for me, has had it’s benefits. I know that sounds bad, and never would I have wished for it to happen. But I can’t ignore the fact that, in many ways, the pandemic, and subsequent lock down, has been […]Read More What I Learned in Lock Down
My long time followers know that I suffer from episodic depression. A lot of times I can kinda feel the Darkness creeping in before it really hits me. Other times, it’s suddenly there, with no warning. That’s what happened yesterday. I had gone to bed feeling perfectly fine. I woke up in a full blown […]Read More Ask and you shall recieve… Chasing the Darkness away
Sir was impacting me last night, a full hour+ of floggers, crop, paddles, punching, kicking, slapping, etc. We don’t have many of those. Not that I don’t suffer for him on a regular basis… I am a pain slut and he is a sadist. So, whether we are having sex or just sitting together, he […]Read More Did he break me?
Fc has been writing about Emotional Masochism lately, here and on fet. I really enjoy his writings about this topic, written mostly from the submissive point of view. It’s timely for me, as Sir and I have had quite a few discussions about emotional sadism/masochism lately. I told him I’m more of an emotional masochist […]Read More Exploring Emotional Masochism (#NSFW, 18+)
We are driving along dark, deserted, gravel roads. As usual I have no idea where we are. I am acutely aware that if he were to pull over, drag me out of the car and leave me there, I would be utterly lost, not even able to give someone directions on where to find me. […]Read More A beautiful starry night (#NSFW, 18+)
A couple nights ago Sir and I went out to run errands. We do that a lot. Earlier in the day he had warned me that he was going to spank me in the car. I put it out of my mind… sorta. It was still there, in the background, percolating. It was dark when […]Read More Publically Spanked in a Parking Lot
I decided to wear a diaper under my dress and surprise Sir when I went to his house this week. On the way there I sent him this pic: His reply was, “Interesting choice”. When I got there we got into his car to pick something at the reserve – yay, car ride! In the […]Read More Diaper play -my surprise for Sir (#NSFW)
I’ve asked myself (and been asked), “Where is your Dominance?” I identify as a switch, after all. So this is my attempt to process that question…. Since discovering my Dominant side a few years ago. I have referred to myself as a “sub-leaning switch”. I’ve always said that submission is my happy place. However, I […]Read More Where oh where did my Dominance go?